5.2.09

Endless

and

the think is that

in so many ways

the love that i feel

sometimes

has so little things with sex

it is more sharing

tenderness

flowing

being myself

riding the emotion

touching my soul, ur soul

has so little to do with possession

has to do with enlightenment, with

being one

with extending the realms of perception

of touch, of love

with defining you, of defining myself

with kissing the limits of this earth

it is endless touch,

it is u and me, for wishing this moment

longing for closeness and freedom in the very same way.

It is opening our hearts and sharing our breaths, while we touch, while we kiss, while

We Fly.

1.2.09

Vreau sa simt, sa traiesc ce visez, apropierea ta mai profunda ca orice atingere, corpul meu in corpul tau, una. Vreau sa iti simt rasuflarea pe gatul meu, sa ma musti, sa te simt fierbinte, sa vreau sa ma contopesc cu tine, sa ne pierdem in dans, in muzica ce ne transmite ritmuri dracesti, demult uitate si totusi atat de familiare, atat de firesti, si limbile noastre se contopesc, se unesc si se lupta, buzele sunt muscate, atinse. Momentul e sa atingi, sa simti, sa rupi, sa gemi, sa uiti de tine ca om si sa te lasi dus de val.Vreau sa iti rup hainele de pe tine, sa imi infig mana intre sanii tai, inca blocati de sutienul tau, sa te strang in brate, sa imi afund gura in decolteul tau si sa iti sug sfarcurile, sa ti le musc in timp ce tu iti vari mana intre picioarele mele si ma mangai, imi simt pula cum se misca, cum creste sub apasarea ta si as vrea mai mult, te pun sa iti apesi palma mai tare, sa ma strangi mai puternic, sa simti cum imi svacneste si cum aproape imi vine sa explodez. Mana mea e demult in adancuri zemoase, sfredeleste, in timp ce buzele mele sunt inclestate de ale tale, si limbile noastre se lupta, se amagesc si apoi din nou se intalnesc. Te intorc cu spatele, te arunc in usa sit e strivesc acolo. Te musc de gat, in timp ce iti simt fesele presate in pula mea, ganduri murdare imi trec prin minte, amintirea unui autobus n care nimerisem…situatia e febrile, ametitoare. Iti simt caldura trupului tau si nu mai pot respira, luna ne lumineaza trupurile
Same tide that drew me closer
Pushed me far away
I held the hand the lit the dark night
Then with nothing I could say

I was on the outside
I was waiting for a sign
I set a course for a hidden island
That lay beyond the deceiving silence
I was on the dark side
I was sailing towards the light
I made my way through a sea of sirens
A pirate's life full of worthless diamonds

I try and listen to the music
When the ocean breathes
Wish that I could build a bridge across the sea
And the secrets of the moonlight would carry me
Where the sun meets the water and the sky breaks free
That's where I'll be

Same sign that drew me closer
Jealous howling wind
The memory of the safest shoreline
Never find again

I was on the outside
I was waiting for the right
I fought my way though a sea of violence
But you never heard me scream in silence
I was on the dark side
I was sailing through the night
I'm playing cards at the devil's table
I lost my hand to a hand-less table

Every time I hear the music when the ocean breathes
Make me wish that I could build a bridge across the sea
And the secrets of the moonlight would carry me
Where the sun meets the water and the sky breaks free
Is that where you'll be?

I was on the outside
I was waiting for a sign
I set a course for a hidden island
That lay beyond the deceiving silence

Every time I hear the music when the ocean breathes (I hear the music)
Make me wish that I could build a bridge across the sea (across the sea)
And the secrets of the moonlight would carry me (secrets of the moonlight)
Where the sun meets the water and the sky breaks free (sky breaks free)

I'll be on the outside
Far beyond the rising tide
Where you'll be searching far and wide
For what you lost along the ride
When you sail to find me
Let the wind remind thee
Of a shipwrecked sailor that was saved by a maiden
And sent out to sea

That's where I'll be
A million, million miles away
Sea dreamer 'til my dying day

Anoushka Shankar - Sea Dreamer